I listen to songs that remind me of us and our friendship...
Look at your pics and just smile by myself...
Listen to your voice messages on rewind again and again...
Read our old chats...
Make up stories in my mind about what we will do together the first time we will meet...
Imagine us living together and spending the whole day in our fictitious home...
Think of how we will show up together at our family weddings as a couple...
Put my pillow beside me and hold it tightly thinking it is you I am cuddling with...
Think of our crazy talks we used to have on calls...

I wish all of these gets over quickly and we can actually start living like this together.

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